It was a
lock down day. My hubby is too much worried on his job related tensions, its
usual that he gets so stressed after client meetings and discussions. I decided
to make some tea for him, when I returned from kitchen I saw him laying on the
bed too tired. Let him sleep a good nap is necessary for him. I sat next to him
ran my fingers over his hairs. The first time when we meet it was sure that I
am going to marry this guy. Both of us were fed up in hanging on matrimonial
walls. Even though it was a formal meeting I spotted my favorite book with him
when he unknowingly ordered my favorite flavored Juice. I smiled at him and he
knew I would be his future. Suddenly his hands wrapped me the very serious and
impatient CEO felt like a baby sleeping peacefully in my hands I too slept
somewhere in between our thoughts.
I always had
certain doubts on my husband. The way he talks his gestures everything is
different know. I was sure some external force is making him to do some
unethical malpractices. One day I discussed my concern with Meera one of my
close friend, she too expressed the same doubt which I possessed. She and his
boyfriend decided to follow him and find out if there were any such things. A
week later, they came up with news as I was expecting, I couldn’t control
myself somewhere I lost myself. He is having some illegal drug business. I
could only help him in this situation but I don’t know what to do? I am
confused and there was no one to help me. I hesitated to even look into his face.
“Don’t be
sick with your thoughts” Meera was always a guide for me.
She came up with a
solution which for me was unacceptable but I know as days pass the situation is
getting worse. They decided to handle it officially and I am going to be a
puppet of the skit. It was a Sunday I took him to a restaurant we were waiting
for the food but it was not food but some officials came for us in the backward
I left him there in the gardens with them and ran away. I could not feel my
breath and I could not handle my speed I ran and ran and ran as fast as I can.
It’s a betrayal, how can I betray him like this. I shouldn’t have left him
there like that; at least I should have given him some warning signals before
they came. How could I do this to him I had no shoulders to lean on but I cried
as loud as I can. Meera and his boyfriend were already there in this house.
She
grabbed my phone and was looking so upset. What happened to him I don’t know I
asked her about him but silence was the answer. I disturbed them for looking in
their phones and she said “your accounts has been hacked even my account is
also hacked by him, your husband!” Meera replied in a worrying tone but my
worries were not on the hacked accounts but to know where he is. I tried to
call on his number but I could not get him then I texted, texted many times and
found one reply ‘How could you do this to me’ I know I broke our promises left
him alone in an issue where I wasn’t even sure about. I am in pain with my
guilt. It started haunting me. ‘I can explain pls talk to me’ I cried but he
only asked for ‘How could you do this to me’ I am on a race, running in dark I
could only see faces of people whom I never wished to see for. A fox is chasing
me I cannot stop myself I am the one who started the race. I could feel the
hands of fox its coming near to me nothing run on my head except the question
‘How could you do this to me!’
“Haaaaaaaa”
“What
happened?”
“Nothing,
just a nightmare” he wrapped me like a mother wraps a baby, how easily his baby
figure turned into a caring husband I wondered and he said
“I will be
there for you always” I wish my nightmare shall never come true.
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